Saturday and I did not go for my appointment. I was not doing well this morning, my head felt like it was going to explode and my throat was scratchy. All in all I just felt icky. I feel like a slacker, but I just could not make it I went back to bed for an hour. But of course I could not stay down. Once I could open my eyes I sat down and paid the bills, then went to my little ones gymnastics presentation, then worked in the yard and did a trip to home depot. I still feel like crap.
My stomach was not feeling great so I didn’t eat much, but had my drinks. It is such a strange thing to not think about eating, I use to always think about food. I don’t think it is good to not eat. The one thing about this program is that I have had a good schedule about what I eat and when I eat. I get so out of sorts when I am off this schedule – the
last couple weeks – vacation – hello! I know I am out of sorts this week, because I feel a
I do still have a bit of a headache tonight – but today I am thinking it is because of my
kid. He needs to move on from a relationship that is not good for him or her for that
matter. He needs to start taking care of him and let her go. She is wonderful but he
started out trying to make him out to be a bad boy and he isn’t and for the last half a year
he has been trying to make up for not being what he presented himself as, I am not sure
who he is at this point. It is driving me crazy.
Make it a great day – Jenny