Weight today 173.4
Okay I must be going blind – because yesterday I swear the scale said 171.4 and today it says 173.4? How does this happen and why does my body have such and aversion to being thin. I think I am afraid of reaching my goal – and I am certain it is all quite psychological.
I can tell you that I am quite tired of all the drama that continuously goes on around me. I can also tell you that I am ready for the changes I have been setting myself up for, but I think that I must have some underlying issues with meeting my own spoken goals. I think I need to consider exactly what it is that I want to accomplish in my life. Then eliminate the excess baggage.
Right now, I am exhausted and am heading to bed. Check in with you tomorrow,